wahhh i dont want to leave new paltz. im really going to miss this place and all my friends. i know i always bitch about things, but my friends are here. i mean, i have ones in plainview too obviously that cant be replaced, but my friends in new paltz are something different.i like to think of kyle as on of my closest friends aside from my own ( Read more... )

ugh what a week. ive been a bag of crap all week, sick and all, but i finally feel better for the most part. my body has definitely wasted away from not being able to eat, and my alcohol tolerance i diligently built up over the past few weeks went down the drain lol. oh well, i guess theres only one way to solve that problem ( Read more... )

so i think things have gotten better. a bit of effort on my own part really helped, despite the fact im still a paranoid lunatic ( Read more... )

its extremely cold out. this is like, mid february/march cold not november cold ( Read more... )

i love the holiday time between halloween, thanksgiving, and new years/christmas. but right now, i have this inclination for summer. going to usdan in the morning, making something with clay and relaxing basically while i talk to all the students, young kids about art and stuff. random, but it was fun i really liked it. coming home, eating dinner ( Read more... )

where am i? im 19, im halfway done with my first semester of my sophomore year of college. i go to suny new paltz, and im going to be living prague in a few months. im an art major, and im appyling to be a bfa in sculpture. i want to be a professional artist, but i also have aspirations to eventually teach at the college or upper division high ( Read more... )

well today was interesting. my mom and robin came up to visit me, and i was surprised when they brought me to a vineyard for a wine tasting. it was a cool experience, ive never done it before. i tried 2 white wines, one dry, one semi-dry, a blush, a sweet red, and 3 desert wines. the last one i tried was this holiday wine with spices, sugar, and it ( Read more... )

well. i had a good last weekend. thursday night i went to a halloween party with some people, kyle left without telling me, so i just hung out with sam and sarah for the rest of the night. sam wanted to drive home... and he was smashed-out drunk so i offered to drive his car home, even though i was also smash-drunk. ultimately, he drove home since ( Read more... )

today really put a lot of things into perspective for me. jordan's dad died sunday night from lymphoma, and i left last night to go back to long island for the funeral this morning. i was kind of nervous at first, to have to face jordan during somehing unbelievable in his life, but im really glad i went. first, i realized the strength of my ( Read more... )

so jake came last weekend to visit, which was fun. we hung out with jason and andrew thursday night at andrews place and then emilys apartment. i had class the next day, so i had to leave earlier, but then i saw them again friday night. we went to willy's party, but it was so overwhelming, and his house was too small. cayla wanted to go to the bar ( Read more... )