yea... so im updating kuz i never do that anymore.... so here is the run down ( Read more... )

oh my god... i am so fucking emo its not even funny

i'm sorryy to anyone and everyone who read the last entry....

everyone gets to smack me

.... eugh...

so tonight was one of the best in recent times... i've come to realize i dont like people... i dont like anything... i am a very angry person... dont talk to me... dont fuck with me... i've come to terms with death an it dont fuckin scare me so go ahead fuck my over... i'll kill you then me, how about that? and go ahead try to call my bluff kuz i ( Read more... )

yea... here i sit... doing nothing on a friday night... because SOMEONE never called me... whatever... really tired... workin tomorrow 9-2 or some crazy shit like that... the over to sams house(wierd) with kev an eric ... ummm... after vaca i'm in a new program to uhh get my grades(\^/007 \^/007 for mr hicks) ummm hope fully gonna practice this ( Read more... )

...i'm a slut... it pays the bills... talking to the hottest girl i know becaus we both skipped school... \^/007

so... exema sucks... and uhh... even better: new kid plays my positions... so there goes all my hopes of starting on the team ...whatever as much as i dont want to, i might not play ... i promised myself i would never be a junior playing down... i gotta get all this stress an shit out of my life... i already have like a horrible inferiority complex ( Read more... )

...update

ehh whateva... tired of shit... tired of bein played... tired of failing school... ehh... i should make changes in my life... well that'd be a good idea but i like talkin to chiks that act like they like me an dont... but whatever... i think she enjoys it, whatever makes her happy... i'm past the whole be angry at everything, wither that or i'm so ( Read more... )

simply put... i'm angry at everything and everyone and i'm tired of being nice and doing nothing about it... now... this is where things change... no more nice nate... if you have ever fucked me over expect something in return... i'm sick of being all bitchy like a mensturating emo faggot... so insted i will be angry if you fuck with me i will kill ( Read more... )

so i fugured out why i hate people so much... now matter what they say or do that would make you think they care... they dont... "oh i wanna help you, and be there for you" try... "open up to me and tell me things that you'd necer tell anyone, so that i can just stop talking to you" i'm tired of being fucked by everyone... and this one inperticular ( Read more... )