so tell me... what do you want to hear? do you want me to wait around for you... maybe sometime we can try again till then i dont know... i'll pretend nothing happend ... i'll say hi to you in the hallway... and ask how your daywas... but on a happier note... for THE person who thinks i'm interesting i thought id update to SATISFY her, kuz ya know ( Read more... )

I see a red door and I want it painted black ( Read more... )

ahh fucking shit.... i'm sick of ppl... whatever... i dont even know what to write... so anyway... i love it when ppl talk out of their ass... but ya know? whata ya gonna do... whatever mother fucker i am going in my room ...heh~alexis the one that actually cares

MANDI~ i dont know if you thought you were being sneaky reading my LJ but guess what 1 its open to the public and 2 i can see who reads it and 3 alexis... yea thats my guitar haha but anyway i dunno why your so mad at me but if you wanna talk about it or whatever but you know how to geta holda me ( Read more... )

why didn't you tell me sooner... was it fun for you!? did you enjoy it!? AHHH why cant i just forget about it and go back to my lonly room... i really fucking needed this shit right now... fuck this shit... i'm so sick of everything... school work chicks fuck it all ... i'm not even tryna be happy anymore fuck it we'll see who can fucking play ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of people... why cant they mind their own fucking buisness... i haven't updated in a whilebut this one is like... SERIOUS VENTING i dont really like this shit of other people bein in a relationship... i thought it was 2 ppl... but uhh i'm not even sure what to do... keep likeing the person? even after i've already fallen for her? or ( Read more... )

yea i love my family... my moms been home for 3 hours now... and hasn't said hi to me , i'm pretty bored because no one wanted to hang out... and the one person i want to talk to wont pick up the phone... whatever watch her hate me ... that'd really fuckin top my day of aye? i'm so glad i'm a happy person... eughg... just ahhhghhef[sdiobn i'm so ( Read more... )

today fucking sucked... i went to work 30min late... got there did my job and answered costamer questions all day... but whatever... i'm alone on christmas eve... kinda sad... but i'm talkin to my favorite person... an uhh it seems like the more i talk to her the more i like her... dunno if thats good or bad... but oh well... i dun wanna jinks ( Read more... )

home i sit... workin tomorrow...christmas eve but whatever... i'm kinda happy latly i acually got some sleep las night (thanks) but uhh i guess some people are mad at me for the choises i make... whatever... i'm not really worried about it... but uhh... christmas is in 2 days... oh joy i get to spend time with my "family" and maybe if i'm really ( Read more... )

so yea... i'm being forced by a short person to write my live journal... so i started my XMAS shopping.... whatever.... uhhh.... today was pretty cool aside from work and school... but its vaca and its started off promising, looks like it neway, but while i was in work people missed me and i had messages and i'm talking to her as we speak... but ( Read more... )