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petra blaze
like a moth to flame i look at her ...the girl i desired, as the woman i love/ed, the the wife i can't marry... she tells me that it just that he's someone new ... no other reasons , and still she asks me what his intentions are... i don't know! i can't know!... because i could never be like that ... i could never act as he has ... i have gladly ( Read more... ) -
every things great, i just wish i were dead... maby then some sick freak will LOVE me!
ok i want as many necrophiliac jokes punns lines ect....
to get it started is
"Dead girls don't say no!" and before dustin or ryan get to it, aparently neither does my mother ...?! -
with sentimental whimpering
my heart beats like a war drum in my chest as i desire to touch the fragile rose of my dreams... it sparkles, and it is beautiful, though the thorns have cut me. i still long for it, i wait for its return growing more and more excited. my breath shallows in anticipation as i am still unaware to its intentions. ....it glows saying it loves me. but i ( Read more... ) -
don't wake up !!
though i am all important, the world has continued to turn; though my own has all but stoped, it times like this i am reminded of why my passion and desire to work with and write music is stronger than any desire i have ever had... as i swim through my cd collection , i find cds that i loved , hated, respected, and longed to be compared to ... the ( Read more... ) -
a mass of things less than fine
every day gets harder as i look at everything in cynicism... to day i feel myself growing colder and darker the farther and farther i get from her ambiance... i think about her smile ... her warmth and i begin to weep... i try to stop myself.... grow up i think... get over it i whisper... but i know i can't i never could ... now it feels like when ( Read more... ) -
i have so may friends my life is so full see do you see it ... tell me you see it
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im still holding on ...
As she speaks i'm reminded of a child i once knew at a funeral; so cold and uncaring to the storm of emotions twirling about her.... like a casulty of war she drags my tattered remains through the street as she talks about other men seeping into her new life now that i'm not around... and i fill my lungs with air and try not to breath out because, ( Read more... ) -
im pissed ....
i cant be-lie-eve this.... they say hey pick a country.. and i was all like ( Read more... )