more than anything for christmas i just want him. ladies, hold on to what you have because when theyre gone you only suffer heartbreak. i wish i could make every problem he has go away. i love him so much and would never want to see anything happen to him. everyday he's one more day closer to coming home to me, i hope he just holds on to that. for ( Read more... )

To my one an only: I LOVE YOU! Happy anniversary

Just went home to find out that my dog is paralyzed from the back down and will have to be put to sleep.Damn God. On a lighter note- I spoke to marty-- it was freedom sunday on the base yesterday so he was able to call me. His voice sounds so different. I just started balling i didn't even know what to say to him, just that i miss him so much and ( Read more... )

I don't even know why i write in this thing- maybe just to get some steam off of my chest. almost 30 days til marty comes home. you really don't realize what you have until its gone. getting ready to move out- working 45 hours a week at the hell hole. going to see madonna in concert tomorrow night. no letters today. oh well. i miss high school. you ( Read more... )

i think im selfish oh well. realistically, i dont care about high school and the people in it. its a complete waste of time on my part. i cannot wait to get out of this awful town and these awful people and actually make something of myself. im committing to him because i want ambition for him.. i want HIM to strive. some days i think of my past ( Read more... )

homecoming rocked. thanks russ for the comment im not hostile to you i just dont want to be in fake situations anymore i guess- but i love ya--- at any rate- hair looked like crap, fake eyelashes were a good touch and i could not walk in my shoes for the life of me. mart and i went to dinner with jessi and mike which was so funny they are an ( Read more... )

AT ANY RATE- HAD A FUN NIGHT LAST NIGHT. MIRANDA AND DANNY SHOWED UP SOMEWHERE IN THE PICTURE- BUT ALL WAS WELL BECAUSE WE LEFT. WENT TO GO KIDNAP MISHA BUT HER MOM ANSWERED (GOD SAVE ME) AND SHE WAS NOT ALLOWED OUT. OH WELL. THEN WE HEADED OUT TO STEAK N SHAKE NOT BEFORE WE STOPPED AT MCDONALDS. THEN SOME CHURCH GOERS CAME UP TO ME AND SAB AND ( Read more... )

wow i guess its time for a live journal update. school sucks but thats cool. volunteered my free time to be a vball manager again which includes the goodie bags missing school for tournaments and good friendship. i guess its ok. went to martys today (cough cough mr. purtz) hahhahaha . crazy. got him tickets to the concert Journey because hes a ( Read more... )

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i hate everyone. im going to college in london goodbye fortmyers you all suck! stayed at the hyatt with mo and her fam last night it was fun. god i hate it here i hate petty bullshit q2wethg23bnerau65ri3675wyjtrh3545ygrvsdfewey365eihtrgv54