Rude.
Chidish.
Uncomfortable.
Flirt.
User.

I just happen to know people who can be described with the above characteristics. Politics. Now Starbucks is right, familiarity brings contempt.

HELLO cyber world! The old person I know, the one who hurries to get to sleep in the afternoon and stays up late at night is back!

The past 6 weeks have been really hectic, crazy and stressful to some extent. Everything just seems so new. I moved out from my mom’s place; and rent an apartment with another Filipina here in Fort Stockton (although I ( Read more... )

hmm it wasn't that bad i guess. although i'm definitely not contented.

After two weeks of training and back to school preparations in the afternoon up to sawa, I finally was finished decorating my room and organizing stuffs. I never reallly thought it would take me that long to fix my room but being a bit OC, ayun. I'm happy that I have the Sunday off to prepare for the week. I can rest for a bit. I was in the town ( Read more... )

OMG.

They may have the American way but I sure want to pick what I will and will not adapt. I'm sad. Extremely. Knowing it happened to someone.  I know such things happen but when it comes to the point that it happened to someone you know, that makes the story a whole lot different. There may have been clues as to the path taken but I never expected ( Read more... )

I'im not sleepy. I got stung by a bee. Amp. Masakit pala. I didn't even know there was a bee as there were neither flowers nor beehives upfront, or so I thought.. I was just passing by right in front of the school to leave after confirming the status of my so called classroom relocation.  I just thought that being stung by a bee is similar to ( Read more... )

It's August 8, 2008. 8-8-8.

Wala lang.

Was it a lucky day? Hmmmm
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Mom left  for my lolo's funeral a while ago, and I'm starting to miss her already. I want to go home too to see tatay for the last time but airfare's so freakin expensive, plus I don't have my papers fixed yet and the school year's about to start. SIGH.

Mom will be ( Read more... )

My mind’s filled with racing thoughts, and I can’t seem to complete just even one decent sentence. But the words: lost, knowledge, power, togetherness, travel, and the phrase blind leading a blind definitely comes in.

They say its’ normal but I am hoping I can get past through this thing quickly.

My anxieties are just a speck of somebody else’s.

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Yes, people are not going to be around for a very long time. 
It will just come unexpected.
I hope you could have stayed longer.
Hopes. Plans. Dreams.
All I have are memories. 
Real  treasures.
Tatay, I love you. 
I hope you are at peace.
Thank you for being the best lolo in the world.

  "Gratitude. Appreciation. Giving thanks No matter what words you use, they all mean the same thing. Happy. We're supposed to be happy. Grateful for friends, family. Happy just to be alive. Whether we like it or not."  - Dr. Meredith Grey