So my life is... a life. I have started going back to school, it will only be for a couple of weeks, but I suppose it's good for me. I can't talk to people, I have trouble doing so. It's not that I don't feel I belong, its that.. ha or maybe it is that. I just prefer to listen, not talk. The way some people act still surprises me. I think I need ( Read more... )

This week was pretty friggin awesome. The only bad in it was that I have realized that I only think I am as good as I am... I am not actually. hmmm.... To all of you who understood that, kudos, to me and the rest of the world, I will try to explain. I am talking about me as a whole, but I will put it in simpler terms making it about my art. I ( Read more... )

( A night with dolls )

Best night ever. I will tell more later. Right now I am pooped. Just wanted to say "wow" ha, yeah, "wow."

Today was the day I went into the hospital to get the final word on if my cancer was really kicked...and it is! yay god. The doctors said for the next year I can keep my other ovary, ha, yeah, never thought ide say that 5 months ago. Savor the fact that you have wonderful ovaries all you out there who, ah, have them. After a year, with all the ( Read more... )

I drew a shite load today, to vent...I feel much better. plus! I have gained more art progress in the process, fun for all. Today was a good day, actually the whole weekend and this week have been wonderful. Casey M's birthday was an absolute ball, dancing to Mr. Armstrong all night because it was the only cd appropriate, ha. Everyone related to ( Read more... )

This is the worst night by far from being home after chemo. I feel wonderful, almost back to my old self, except for things sometimes making me sick with their smells...it’s my thoughts that are making this night a hell. Seeing all those children everyday, sick was hard and is still fresh in my mind , I can't stop thinking about them, those kids. ( Read more... )

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I've been knitting until 2 a.m. for the passed three days ?????

-We were laughing at the fact that he was known around the town as the kid who was colorblind and everything was fine and well until I realized I would be known as the "cancer girl" in some family dinner conversation. Aw shit/shucks-

I have been having sleep problems. hmmmm