i feel sooo unsatisfied with christmas...

not because of the gifts i got... but because that's all it matters about anymore..
dammit the whole world is soooo selfish. duh including me but still. i feel like sooo unappreciative... i wish i didn't feel that way.

gah bullcrap.. this sucks balls.

why can't i just be like. ..

happy? like seriously. there's something so severe in my life
that's preventing me to
be happy and feel usfeul.

useful. my friends make me feel useless.
like seriously.

people told me that my firends being stupid is only temporary.
it's been llike. 4 months. and it hasnt gotten any better.

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i know this is kinda sad. actually ( Read more... )

high school starts tomorrow. not excited. not really.

anything.

ummm im really just. bleh. im not sure whats wrong with me. :S i think i may miss my brother.
idk.. i probaably do.

oh well.

what am i gonna do with the rest of my summer???

shhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssshhh...damn. this is gonna be a long ass month.

hopefully i hang out with alot of friends but..damn. :[[

but other than that. IM BEYOND BORED.

BOO!!!

unneccessary shiiiiit. period.

is hilary duff and i love her.

omfg i just got the new vanessa carlton cd..actaully.. not new it came out like a year ago. but its wonderful :]]

i cant belive ive never heard this for that long!

sheesh..

me and tahn got into a fight. it didtn last a day, but it was probably the one that hurt the most.

mann this is crazy shit...
but anyways i still ( Read more... )

i graduated form mccabe on wednesday..and i got th =e spirit oof life award..which is very exciting...for me at least.

becasue i didnt think i was gonna win anything..i was surely please and surprised... anyho..yesterday i went to my brothers high school graduation and daenas and shane's...i had fun but it was hella long!

sheeesh its silly...

Forgive, sounds good ( Read more... )