contact lenses.... I tried contact lenses for the first time yesterday and everything was fine but when I looked down the floor surged up and felt like it would punch me in the face. This is normal.
I am looking forward to the two week adjustment period. No sarcasm.
I WANT A FUCKING DRINK. I WANT TO BE OUTTA MY MIND AND NOT IN THE USUAL FUCKING INSANE WAY I USUALLY AM. I AM SAD. SAD. SAD. FUCKING SAD. FUCK IT. I LOVE THE INTERNET. FUCK.
I'm more straight forward with myself, honest. I'm also more perverse and dark in my humour. It's hard not to laugh during some sad moments or cackle at inappropriate thoughts. Yes. This is me. Now.