I hate being stood up by shane chadwick. I'm so sick of his excuses for not showing up. and whats even greater IS THAT IT WAS HIS IDEA!yet again. i know most of my friends are thinking "i told you so" and your right you told me so and yet again i didn't listen. God i must be the stupidest girl on the planet to actually think you would folllow ( Read more... )

okay so I'm kinda upset right now ( Read more... )

I have a spiltting head ache. I've been sick for about two weeks ( Read more... )

ugh. I'm sooo pissed ( Read more... )

someone should call me because I'm soo bored. Its like 11:30 and I can't sleep. Last night was interesting. To sum it up: drove around for a couple of hours in Swansea and Dighton looking for a place to partay, almost got into a car crash. Hung out with some amazing people; mike,jake,maggie <3,sean,and the birthday boy TIM!!! overall a good ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun. Worked from 8:30-1 then went home and helped clean the house. Later, went to a party for like an hour and then went to the show. Ate wendy's, and slept over rajah's pat and owen came over for a while, that was interesting ( Read more... )

TODAY: woke up at six in the morning to go to state champs. It was umm interesting. Got to hang out with Morgan, Kristen, Linds, Bethy, Chris Danny and Brandon. It was a great time. Everyone seemed to do well. I didn't run my best but I really don't care, I was dead tired at the end so whateve. riight? Did'nt hang out with ryan, he never ( Read more... )

Tonight i have to work 6-10. I really don't want to go, I'm just overly tried even though i went to bed at 11 last night and took a three hour nap yesterday. I even woke up late today. I wish I wasn't soo tried ( Read more... )

Today: God do I hate tuesdays. I hate school now a days. My Mom told me last night i won't have a room for three months. I have to sleep on the couch for the next three months, and not to sound ungrateful but my mom and my dad wake up at five in the morning every morning and on weekends six. Fantastic. The only room i have a little privacy is ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I feel empty inside. I have nothing left. I can't trust anyone. No one loves me and that's fine with me. I guess. Well it will just have to be. Valentine's Day is just another day for the pretty girls to boast thier confidence. I'm sorry, what is wrong with me, I guess I'm just jealous that no one cares ( Read more... )