So yeah from the 4th to today is a long tomorrow.. .H he he he... Well not a lot has changed really. Worked last week at JAM again, worked like 22 hours there, but I also did 30+ at Factory Card Outlet, on top of my normal cleaning too. So I was pretty tired, but had mostly the whole weekend to recoop. Except I did have to get up early anyways ( Read more... )

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Yea!! I am working a little at JAM the mortgage company I was working as a receptionist for. Last week I got like 13 hours in, and this week should get 20+. Of course the whole point to doing this was cause Factory Card Outlet was only giving me like 10-15 hours tops. Yeah this week I got 21 hours scheduled. Oh well... work me to the bone. ( Read more... )

Ok, so I am trying to update weekly, hopfully it works out ( Read more... )

well not much is going on with me... still working two jobs, miss having classes. Although I think I am giving up on the Interior Design field. I am going to go for another dream. Food and Hospitality Management. Want to open a restraunt but way different then any that are out there right now. Won't post exactly what it will be like right now ( Read more... )

Ok, when last posted here, I left off telling about my events and ended with January 3rd. I will start from there... but I have to apoligize for not posting since. Too much going on I think plus the not wanting to be on a computer ( Read more... )

Well I know it has been awhile since the last post but between the holidays and other stuff happening that you will soon read about you will understand why ( Read more... )

Well, I woke up today, got a text message from Ryan, he said not to hate him but he is going to spend the next two days with Elliott. I started to feel hurt and upset, but then I realized. I don't care. I texted him back and let him know that I was not mad, but he helped me make up my mind. He answered back with I still want you in my life that ( Read more... )

So, I have put way to much on the line, way to much thought into this whole Ryan thing. I told him tonight that maybe I just need to let him be. He is very unsure. He is in a triangle right now that he made... he wants me, thinks he wants elliott, and then wants to drop it all and be alone. I don't really see him being alone, but I don't think ( Read more... )

Ok, so I got a freaking whim up my ass or something whatever that means. I decided to help get closure, I am going to get answers. I called Ryan, expecting to get voice mail but got him instead. All I did was ask if I could call him tonight, as I was on my way to work and had to leave. He said sure ( Read more... )