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why cant he understand
i dont get it why cant he understand that i want to do something any thing with just the two of us not three ppl or more. in three months our son will be born and it will pretty much never just be the two of us. he always wants to do things with other ppl while i sit home but when he gets home he goes straight on the computer until he is ready to ( Read more... ) -
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so apparently im being a fucking bitch today because i felt like being a litl=tle sarcastic and my bf cant take a joke if i wanted to be a bitch i just wouldnt talk to him for the rest of the night and not care if i went to my dads for a while. sorry im having a bad fucking day and that he has to me a fucking prick about it. its time to fucking ( Read more... ) -
fuck
im tired of people telling me that i dont deserve to have the tings that i have and im sick of people telling me that they can take them away from me cuz they dont really care about me. its bullshit.. apparently i dont deserve to be happy is what they are trying to say well they canm go fuck themselves cuz im sick of the shit go fuckin die and stay ( Read more... ) -
mistakes
ive made a lot of mistakes in my life and sometimes i wonder how my life would have turned out if i hadn't made half of them. i wonder if my life would be better or worse. so far in the life i have now even with the mistakes made i found a great guy and we seem so perfect. i wonder if i had done diffrent things if i ever would have met him but at ( Read more... ) -
blech
i realized that i have no friends. everyone that i used to talk to i have either left or they have left me. i need to make new friends but its kinda hard i dont reeally do much to make new friends and its kinda boring. i guess im just in one of theose moods where everything is bugging me and i hate being in this kind of mood cuz it effects almost ( Read more... ) -
smiles
im in a much better mood now and i dont know what was wrong last night but im better now and really happy that im with my fiance and hes home from work all smiles today yay!!!!!! -
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i cant figure it out. im with the best guy in the world and in love with him. so why anm i not happy. is it because my prego test came up neg again or is it something else. i dont know but its tearing me apart inside and i dont know what to do.i want to have kids but not sure if we can. its also getting close to my friends death anniversary and ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Comfort Food
i would go for chocolate ice cream with hot fudge whipped cream with a cherry and a capachinno from the triple a diner in east hartford absolutly the best and it will always make you feel better -
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
i am in the best mood ever today even though i have not been on in a while nothing much has changed my gf and i broke up i have a new bf and a really great friend sitting next to me right now watching what im typing lol but thats ok!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! -
wow
my back has been bothering me for quite a few days now and i wouldn't let anyone touch me not even my boyfriend but my friend tara said that shes really good at making back pain go away. i let her try and she gave me the best back massage ever and my back has been getting better. that's all i needed was to be a 17 year old with a 75 year old's back ( Read more... )