stop and smell the roses (take it easy and enjoy life)

dont get caught up in you ambitions and desires and take time to enjoy the little things..have hope

and

carpe diem (shoot for the stars/ seize the day)

be an active force in getting what you want. dont wait for it to fall into your lap.. get out and do it

oh..what to do..what to do
go for it or let ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last day of high school. This week has been extraordinary. Ive been told many wonderful things by teachers my mother and old friends. I have 'it'..whatever it is. I can do it. Im ready. I enrich peoples lives. Im going to truely help people in life. Im never going to loose those closest to me. et cetra
So..last night I was sitting in ( Read more... )

god there is just so much to be said 

I sit here with my history book and my papers..
its been ages friends

3am-5am
lucky number 7
I find solice in that

Im in love in so many ways I cant even imagine
my richard william!
and my cat and my life and my future

all i need

I miss people..
but its been simple
simple and lonely 
but simple with my richard william, my cat, and my life

I suppose

work now..
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hes just soooo...

not immature..

not cruel..

just.. neglectful and unsympathetic

why do i subject myself to their...
personalities

gooooshhh

i know richie atleast likes me from the way he kisses and the way he cares even though my emoness annoys him ( Read more... )

to anything in my life right now

so this is my summer droll.. uhm. 
im really at a loss for words
but yea once every year about this time i just..feel.. an overwhelming sense of.. worthlessnes and inadiquacy and..insecurity..
and ive nver had people to help me deal.. or if i did they were easily destracted.. ive never talked with anyone about all my ( Read more... )

im

getting

drunk

now!!

...

fuck drama

and im really suprised the school fire wall doesnt protect against this site ( Read more... )