Havent wrote in this for awhile...been sick as a dog =( it sucked...but im kinda better now =D...tummy still feels sick though =(...but ill live heh but newhoOoT...you know wats weird?...ever since i was young...maybe 7 or 8...ive been having these dreams that feel so real that its scary...i fall down and cant get up no matter HOW hard i try...its ( Read more... )

Just when i think things might, just might get better...they just drop way down...farther then they already were...my mom and grama went to the pound to see the van and to see if it was driveable or not...lets just say we dont have a vehicle nemore...my mom smashed the living shit out of it...the engine is pushed back the windows are all blown in ( Read more... )

This cant be happening ( Read more... )

Slit my wrists...

Todays the day the that the blade finsihes me off ( Read more... )

All i have to say is that life is a fucking piece of shit and isnt fair...why i feel like this?...well ill tell u...things are hitting me from all directions...they dont seem to stop...who knows there might be more to come...it started last night...it all happened in about an hour...when my mom came home it was all gewd till i saw the bruise on her ( Read more... )

AhHh...its friday the 13th =|...scary...this day is gunna be very interesting...its already started off bad...well kinda...i woke up late this morning so i missed my drama presentation...so im screwed...and it was gunna be gewd to =(...oh well ill talk to my teacher about it and see if i can do it again on monday or something...i hope so cause if ( Read more... )

yes...im back...in black...well...kinda heh...but yea ive only got like 10 mins...then i gotta go and do a math test...ewWw...math *shudders*...but its gotta be done...only one more day of skool..well...one and half then its the weekend...finally =D...but im gunna have a shit load of hmwk to do tonight...im probably gunna be up all night and sleep ( Read more... )

Omg tuesday was fucking awesome!!...went to the nickelback concert...staind and three days grace was there...omg it was fucking awesome...cept for the part where chad threw cups of beer into the audience...cause i got beer all in my hair and all over my shirt and yea...i didnt smell to good when i got home lol...like beer and weed...nice combo eh? ( Read more... )

I have no clue wat to do/get my boyfriend for valentines day =*(...i kinda have an idea but yea...i dunno...and yes i know i just wrote in this like 10 mins ago...but eh watta ya do...newhoOoT...im so confused...i dunno wat to do/get and yea...shit i gotta go to class now =(...so Ill write tomorrow or something...ByE fOr NoW...I miss my nanny and ( Read more... )