To start off i had the weirdest dream last night...i cant even explain it...but it felt so real...when i woke up i could have sworn it had happened...i cant really member the whole thing but all i really member was that me and my boyfriend were supposed to be going to semi-formal and i was writing in my journal about it saying that it was gunna be ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ALL!!! =*(

yes i know i just wrote in this but i unno...i just got overwhelmed by everything that im thinking of...it feels like im having another break down all over again...i cant think straight right now...i feel like im gunna burst out into tears...but i dont want to...cause then im gunna get tons of people asking me wat is wrong and all that...ok nvm to ( Read more... )

Ok...you dont know how freaking scared i am right now...i just read something that i didnt really like =(...(meaning my b/f's entry)...i dunno wat hes saying but something is gunna happen between us...and i dont know if he means it in a good way or in a bad way...but for some reason...i think its bad...i really hope not cause i cant loose him right ( Read more... )

yesterday was weird...i couldnt get out of bed...so i went in after lunch...and today again...and tomorrow i have a docs appointment with a phcyatrist...fun...but newhoOoT...last night sucked...i couldnt get to sleep...cause my boyfriend never called me which he said he would =S...so i couldnt sleep...i can never seem to sleep when i dont talk to ( Read more... )

The Goth Stereotype ( Read more... )

I stole this from cristina ()=) hehe ( Read more... )

Im sick of this shit…my mom always saying sorry but doing it all over again…im talking about her drinking…she drinks, makes everything a mess then says sorry the next day…and of course I forgive her…but this is the last time im sick of the lies and bullshit…so she is gunna have to do A LOT to make up for it…she knows how upset I get when she drinks ( Read more... )

Ugh…im at skool right now…whole new semester…which im glad cause it gives me a chance to get back on track…and hopefully pass these courses…my classes are awesome…ive got a lot of my friends in my classes =D…so tis awsome…but yea newhoOoT…I don’t get why we start on a Friday instead of Monday =S…but eh watta ya do?…yes…newhoOoT…ive been feeling ok ( Read more... )

Ive got the worst feeling ever now...i dunno...i know its about my boyfriend...i dunno i think im just being paranoid but i unno...i feel like hes gunna leave me for someone else...i dunno...i think im just being stupid...but yea...newhoOoT...he takes things i say the wrong way sometimes then he gets all pissed at me or w/e...its odd o_O...but yea ( Read more... )