Panic Attack

Lisa called, which is good but I was out to Dinner with my sister.

I get home, my grandmother tells me, so I pick up the phone and dial the number I know as Lisa's.

Not in service?

Now what.

I'm exhausted.
I should be in bed.

I can't sleep until we get in contact.

God Damnit.

My stepmom starting bitching at me so I told her to back off ( Read more... )

Humm ( Read more... )

Cleaned my room totally for the most part ( Read more... )

So, I told my grandmother not even 5 minutes ago about Wednesday.

I told her how i'm leaving to a city a thousand miles away.

I wanted to cry and apologize and I still do but I have nothing to say sorry to.

I love her and she's been the only mom i've ever known.
That doesn't change that she's hurt me.
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My heart is racing a mile a minute, I don't even know where to start. I think Kyle and I had it in our minds that sure, it was going to happen but still looked at it as surreal and just a thought and plan. I have a ticket receipt in my e-mail and a scheduled flight ( Read more... )

Making maps easy to get to for when I hit the library to print them out in a day or so.

IAH - Houston, TX International Airport.


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Moving in a week and a half


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Oh yeah, Paga:

asthma (az-muh)A chronic disease of the respiratory system, characterized by sudden, recurring attacks of difficult breathing, wheezing, and coughing. During an attack, the bronchial tubes go into spasms, becoming narrower and less able to move air into the lungs. Various substances to which the sufferer has an allergy, such as ( Read more... )

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