I wonder, is teenagers wishing to escape and leaving everything for sunny California so usual that it could seem as a type of mental illness? Really, what does California have that every other state doesn't? What makes it so different from this East Coast i've lived my entire life (so far) on ( Read more... )

~Well, I haven't posted in quite a while and if my spelling and such is off, I apologize but I have nails xD. Which make everything exceedingly hard to type. Meh. No matter. Life, in itself.... Pardon this moment of life, but I need to include that I have my nails because of Bobby...He was tired of me biting my natural nails, so acrylic was the way ( Read more... )

BloodStainedAngl: 'ello
Lo RDWindfall: h
Lo RDWindfall: hi
BloodStainedAngl: how's it going? o.o;
Lo RDWindfall: ok
Lo RDWindfall: you?
BloodStainedAngl: eh. As good as I can be. What are you up to?
Lo RDWindfall: Nothing, did you get your job?
BloodStainedAngl: Not as of yet. Why?
Lo RDWindfall: because we had a conversation about it ( Read more... )

Well, at the moment, life hasn't been to bright for me as you've read. Well, i've been currently sending e-mails back and fourth with a few photographers telling them that if they need parental permission for them and I to do a shoot that i'm sorry and it's not possible and one has agreed just draw up a special release form for me and we can still ( Read more... )

Ever get so upset, so scared, and so confused that all your body does is make you feel like your on drugs and you can't stop shaking.... even though you don't feel like you're shaking? Like, as if you're some kind of struggling limp noodle, or, if you're an asthmatic, you huffed too many puff's of your meds and, unlike the usual asthma jitters, you ( Read more... )

I really do miss him. Matthew, I mean. He thinks I cheated on him or something and I can't take it. It hurts so bad.

I mean, I cried over Chris so many times because of how much pain he gave me. The mean things he said and did. And now I just cry cause He means alot. I mean Matthew. Screw life >_

Well, last night I went and visited my house. Yeah, I needed to get some clothes and etc... Well, no more then 10 minutes after I got there, my dad phoned. Blah. So he knew I was there. But anyways, my grandmother gave my father Bobby's number and he called and spoke to his mum. (Ah!) Well, now he knows where I am exactly and it sucks but it beats ( Read more... )

Well, I know I haven't posted in ages and since i've finally actually redone my LJ i've decided to. Hmnn... What to post, eh? Not quite sure since it's been so long since i've done this ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in a LONG while. I've got a Myspace now. Names Brandeana. You know how to find me.

got nothing else to say other than my B-day was on Sunday (Febraury 27th) and i'm -16- ~!

-done-

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Well, lessee..... Life is okay. Lot of weird things O.o which will remain ... unexplained. o.O; Umm...school is going okay. Hanging with friends alot. Still no computer (found out my dad actually smashed my comp. w/ a baseball bat)... So hmn ( Read more... )