Do you ever have one of those days... you know those days. Those days where you're sitting there, trying to find a moment of your own to breath and suddenly you're nostalgic.

You remember years spent in youth talking to friends online. You recall the role playing, the bickering and drama. You remember the good and the bad. You remember you had ( Read more... )

I"M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK! 

By fate this longing has descended ( Read more... )

I'm so emotionally wasted...
and physically im drained which doesnt help i think i need to sleep
x.x

random boredom

and yet again i keep asking myself
why do I even FUCKING bother

Happy Birthday.. To The Other Piece Of My Soul I Lost Almost Two Years Ago..
I hope you have a good one...

meh..
I <3 you mushroomhead..

its all gone now..
where are my pixie sticks..
rum punch..
need.. alcohol...
eggs n bacon...
nah.. i'll stick to my green liquid fire..

So I finally manage to drag "D" out of ambers house.. he drops me off at home and goes home to work a 12 hour shift.. i wake up the next day to Maria coming over.. she was supposed to stay with me last weekend.. she did.. and "A" was all like.. "Can i stay ( Read more... )

I finally lost it.. thursday night I got sick of all the bullshit.. of everybody who "claims" to be my "friend" and all that shit walking all over me. "A" had one of her whining episodes.. and then threw a guilt trip at me and I snapped hardcore. it all started when she called around 2pm .. mom was still in school.. and she was like.. "How are you ( Read more... )

After scraping through my house for six fucking hours of endless hell, arguing with my mom, and listening to her scream at me how I need to eat something.. I forced myself to choke down a skippy snack bar.. mmmmm peanut buttery wax.. thats all it tasted like to me.. wax.. i can barely taste anything.. let alone breathe.. I refuse to let her take me ( Read more... )