My day has been boring so far. I was going to go out and ride but then I changed my mind. I just don't ever seem to want to leave the house anymore. I'm a lazy bum that needs someone to drag me out of my house and go do something. I really am going to forc myself to get up tomorrow and go ride and have fun. I always have fun when I ride and I don't ( Read more... )

I cried for a very long time last night and I haven't cried like in several weeks. You see I was crying because I had talked to my ex boyfriend last night. I talked to him about why he had gone behind my back and told everyone he was breaking up with me and me not having a clue. That really hurt and he also told me that it was hard for him to break ( Read more... )

Today was an ok day. We ran out of ketcup and so I got mad at my mother when she wouldn't go get anymore. Oh well I'll live. Also I talked to Cory for the first time in several months. I missed talking to her so much. She always has been able to make me laugh and put a smile on my face. I talked to her about the break up between jacky and I. She ( Read more... )

Well last night was a pretty interesting night. I for once actually had a conversation with Rachel. She really isn't all that bad. I didn't like her when I first met her but I do now. She's really nice and sweet. I'm glad I gave her a chance because well then I wouldn't know what a great person she is. I also talked to her last night about my break ( Read more... )

Last night I felt like shit. A voice inside my head kept screaming at me. It was saying that I was worthless and no one wanted me because I was nothing and never would be. It just kept screaming those words, worthless and nothing at me over and over again. It just kept telling me all these things that made me feel bad. I cried because of it. It was ( Read more... )

*Sigh* Someone else has taken an interest in me. I met him when we were both 15 along time ago. He lives in oklahoma and all that wonderful stuff. I don't know why he's taking an interest in me. He actually wants to date me is what he told me. He said to me last night that I was really beautiful. Yeah that made me smile a little, but I'm not really ( Read more... )

I never know what I'm going to write. All I know is that I let my fingers do the typing and let my mind do the thinking ( Read more... )

Well my Sister had her Baby today. Its a little girl and she weighs 6 pounds! she's small, but that's ok because she's healthy yay! anyways that's all I have to say for now at least ( Read more... )

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I had a pretty good weekend. I hung out with my boyfriend and our friend scott. It was crazy and I was hyper. I didn't go to bed until four in the morning when I stayed the night there though. I was so friggin tired. I don't get to see my Boyfriend this weekend which sucks. I have to go to my Aunt's Bridal shower in Forth Worth. Its on the 19th ( Read more... )