I am so ready to get rid of my psycho Kitty. I can't stand him biting me all the time and biting so hard that I bleed. It's really starting to stress me out. He cannot be an outside cat and that's what my brother said he would be if he took him. I can't have that. He would be easy prey for other creatures of the night or day. I will not have my cat ( Read more... )

Life couldn't get any better. I have just about everything I could ever hope to want and dream about. I have the most wonderful boyfriend and such great friends. I really can honestly say that I am very happy. My life is really starting to look up. I don't get as depressed as I used to and that's a great thing. I stay as positive as I can. I don't ( Read more... )

Looks like we have all made it out alive. That means the world did not end on the twenty-first of this month. I am so tired of hearing about the end of the world. People have been talking about it for years and years and it yet has come to a blind stopping end. I feel sorry for all the idiots who believe everything they hear from the media/news. ( Read more... )

When I was a teenager, I would write all the time. I would write about horses, I would write stories about people who loved horses. I would write depressing poetry. I wrote all the damn time. Though it would seem that I lost my muse for writing when I hit my 20s. I don't understand why? I wish I did. I wish I had something appealing to write about ( Read more... )

I am finally over him! I am so happy. It's such a wonderful feeling to not be miserable over a man anymore. I can't tell anyone enough how much I enjoy the feeling of being able to have feelings for someone else again. I was scared it would take me another four freaking years to be able to have REAL feelings for someone. I'm so glad it's not going ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a pretty good day except for when I got bored. Oh, I have found out that my second pet peeve on the list is when people put words in my mouth. The third would be when people say "Just alright?" when I tell them that I am doing alright, or that things are going alright. I honestly cannot stand when people do all of those things above. ( Read more... )

I have gotten used to the silence once again. I think I will always be used to the silence, even if it takes me a little while. I hate it but I can't help that. I can't do anything about it. I know this will always happen to me and I will never know why. I will never know why because I will never ask. I will never ask because I honestly do not want ( Read more... )

Oh my god! I mean seriously. A guy that's trying to date me gets a fucking attitude when I don't reply right back to him right away! This fucker over reacted about nothing! fucking nothing! have a nice life? really? Oh my god! This is ridicules! I am done with men. I mean totally done, they are such fucking babies and fucking retards! Their worse ( Read more... )

Saturday night I discovered that I can tolerate beer now. I used to couldn't. I remember always wanting to puke whenever I'd have one. This time I did not feel the need to puke. Though what's funny is I got drunk after just one beer. Yeah that really made me look like a light weight, though I really am one. I just didn't think it would be that easy ( Read more... )

I wish things were easier right now. I just can't do this anymore, it's so hard to maintain a fake smile and pretend like everything is okay. I'm so depressed. I really thought this would be easy, I thought because I've been through this before that it wouldn't be as hard. I should have never assumed that it wouldn't. I feel like an idiot for ( Read more... )