I think last night I was asked out on a date? I'm not real sure if it was that, though I really feel like it was. I'm not ready to date again. I can't, I don't want to. Though then again I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. I just don't know what to do. Should I say yes? I mean I may get a free dinner out of this, but then again I don' ( Read more... )

So I have recently been talking to another guy. He seems to be just as passionate about horses as I am. His name is Will and of course he's cute. I just don't know if I'm ready for anything more then just friends. I'm not ready to put myself back out there just yet. I suppose we will see what happens in time. I do enjoy talking to him. He's very ( Read more... )

I am not going to write this very long considering I don't have enough time too. Anyway I just got back from the gym and I only stayed on the treadmill for 31 minutes considering I didn't have enough time for longer. I have to go to work very soon and that is why I am making this short. I probably won't even be able to take a shower because it ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to write in this in awhile. I haven't had any internet connection, which sucked very much. Anyway I am glad that I have the internet back. Now I can write again. I have a lot to say but not much time to say it. So where shall I begin? Oh yes I know just where I want to begin. I am now back down in the 140's. I have 9 pounds to ( Read more... )

I weighed today and I lost another two pounds! I'm so glad. I'm getting even closer to my weight loss goal. This is so very exciting. I just need to keep up with my exercising and eating right. This is just all so wonderful. I'll be where I want to be in no time. I just don't think I'll be taking that class a the Gym, ever again. It hurt a hell of ( Read more... )

I lost two pounds! two! I'm so excited about it. I'm going to continue to work out as much as possible. I know the eating right was helping me out a lot too. I can't just say going to the gym was the main reason for my weight loss. It feels so great that I lost those two pounds. I only have to lose 4 pounds to get back into the 140's again! I will ( Read more... )

So I am going to write in here while I wait for my game people to hurry up with what tasks they are doing. Yes I know it's lame that I would be so into this game, but I really can't help it. Disney's Ghosts of Mistwood is really a rather addictive game. I have no idea why it is, but it is. I can't change that unless I lose interest in it. Though I ( Read more... )

Ever just stop and think What the hell? Yeah I somewhat am thinking that right now. Though I had somewhat of a feeling this was going to happen. I know to never get my hopes up with a few things, but then sometimes it just happens. It happens and I get my hopes up. I don't like letting my guard down because of it. I try not to, but it's so hard. ( Read more... )

So it would seem that the creepy man whose painting our windows and fixing our gutters is back. He hasn't worked on our house in weeks. It was a great change. I loved the peace and quiet. I loved that he didn't wake me up at 7 in the morning on a Saturday with scraping my bedroom windows. Now he's onto the next windows that are in the room right ( Read more... )

Okay, so yesterday I did not start my work out regime. We had people over and I didn't feel like doing it at night. Today I started it. I went to the gym this morning. I was on the treadmill for forty-five minutes and I did sweat. Not soaking, but it was enough to satisfy me that I got in a good workout. Now what I need to do is laundry and that is ( Read more... )