I weighed today. I gained 4 pounds and it's horrible! I do not want to get fat again. Though I suppose that's my own fault for not working out that much this past week/weekend. Starting today I am going to start eating better and work out. I'm going to do this every damn day of this coming week. I will get up early in the mornings and go to the Gym ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day. I really enjoyed it. I was going to go to Chick Fest downtown but my mother asked me if I wanted to go to Crandall with her. I told her I'd go and so I did. It was a nice drive. It was a 2 hour drive but I didn't mind it too much. I had fun. It certainly took my mind off of a few things. I really needed that so badly. ( Read more... )

So I have had something on my chest for awhile now and I finally got it off yesterday..well last night. I feel so much more better. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I had forgotten to tell someone about a certain thing and I felt horrible. I also was really worried that when I told them that they would go running the other way ( Read more... )

I closed up shop early today because absolutely no one came in the store. It was ridiculous, I was bored all damn day. This is bad for business and it sucks. I hate having days like this, well the kind at work. We need more face paced but nope no one is that interested in buying Antiques these days. Stupid gas prices being so damn high. I honestly ( Read more... )

Today is grocery shopping day. I've got my list and I'll be ready to go in no time. First I just have to get ready for the day. I slept in a lot later then what I normally would. I'm surprised I did. I normally get up around 7-7:30. Today it was 10:17. I'm not complaining, I'll get as much sleep as I can soak up. I need my rest. So I went off topic ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty fun. A friend of mine did my hair and makeup. So I guess it was kind of like a makeover? Yeah, that's what I'll call it ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've written anything on here. what 2-3 years now? that's just a really long time. I forgot what my password was for a really long time. I had to change it twice now. Now I have it on one that I will be able to remember ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how I feel anymore. I don't really have much muse to write right now. I just woke up not to long ago so its hard to write down what I feel. I haven't really been talking to anyone how I feel or even writing it in my journal or online journals. I can't seem to talk about how I feel anymore. I just can't do it anymore. I've been hurt to ( Read more... )

Everything sucks right now... That is all..

And she just stands there as her eyes fill with tears. Tears slowly rolling down her cheeks, watching, watching him walk away. Watching him not care, wishing with all her heart he did. Tears, and more tears fall from her eyes. She can't seem to control the aguish she feels inside. She can't hide it anymore. Oh boy does she wish that it was raining ( Read more... )