I don't really know, I'm confused. I don't know what to feel *sigh*
I really don't have that much muse to write about it. Not in the right mood I guess.

Gone away by cold is such a great song.. Me loves it! It kinda explains my feelings at times. It does it so much better then any words could express. I just love it ( Read more... )

So Things didn't work out as I had hoped they would. I guess Taylor was just a dud. Oh well, I'll live, I'm sure. Though I won't forget how I drooled over him and what not. I will not bash him, I won't talk bad about him and I will not be bitter towards him. That would be pretty immature of me. Even if I have a right to be, I'd rather be mature ( Read more... )

I've met someone. I really do enjoy talking with him very much. I like him a lot too. He's funny,he's got the sense of humor I love and of course he's got the right looks. Though not that, that really matters. Its what's inside that matters really. I try not to look at a persons looks so much. Usually that's how you get the assholes and the ( Read more... )

Things to be so much more easier then what they are now. Why does everything I do seem to be wrong? Or why am I cursed with such hardship. Nothing ever seems to go right these days. I feel alone. I feel as if I've been sucked into a deep dark hole and can't find my way out. Why was I put on this earth if all I was going to go through is pain, ( Read more... )

So I'm home alone for ten days. Which probably wasn't a good idea since I'm pretty depressed and not really eating anything or drinking anything. I did promise my mom I'd start drinking more then just coke though, so I'm doing that. I'm just always going to be in my room sulking and morning for my lost boyfriend. Who was a total dick to me and ( Read more... )

Well I broke up with Jacky ( Read more... )

Ok So I ended up not going to find Jackys place of work. I went to bed really late and was extremely tired when I woke up. I didn't want to go anyway. I'll just catch him tomorrow at Wal-mart when he goes and cashes his check there and then I'll find out what happened. Because seriously for one I am extremely sick and tired of worrying about the ( Read more... )

I'm extremely Tired of waiting for the fiance to try and contact me an anyway so I'm just gonna go see him tomorrow at his place of work and see what he has to say. Just grrrr.... I'm just getting so pissed at him right now. I swear, I'm gonna kick his ass.

So I haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend because of his stupid phone. I think it died on him or something happened. But what I don't understand is if it did die then why doesn't he have it on the charger? Every time I try to call it doesn't ring I just get his voice mail right away. It really has me worried somethings happened to him. It ( Read more... )