...it's strange when you get this feeling, like something or someone is missing. Knowing hate from love and realizing reality in your face. Reality. That bald-face motherfucker with rigid-bladed bluntness. I love it. Although it wasn't always like that ( Read more... )

I am actually getting nervous. Moving out has always been a big thing to people, it's just y'know... when it happens, it kinda wierd. Meh. I'll deal. I always do ( Read more... )

I spoke with the less-ballsy of the two today. Talk went well, I'd say. She says I'd have to be saved, I say otherwise. He said won't happen unprovoked. I agree. Looks like another day that I don't get what I want. Oh well ( Read more... )

I tried speaking to you face to... or, IM ot IM...and then over the phone. You are a pussy-shit little wanker so you didnt answer. You ONLY ever answer over AIM or LJ, you know why? You are afraid of me ( Read more... )

The party was alot better than I thought. It started out really slow, and then picked up alot and then got mellow. Everything I could have asked for... minus the annoying crane. (sHH ( Read more... )

Wow, been almost 4 monthes since my last post. I know I say this all the time, but I will actually try to keep it up this time. I know of the friends that read it, so that's cool ( Read more... )

Type in something witty if you read this shit. You must reply, or I'll fucking stick it where it hurts.

I saw Krystal and gave her a ride home on Tuesday. Very strange. I swore last time that the next time I see her, I would fuck her up. I get I do get over things. She seemed to be well ( Read more... )

Sexual Encounters and Sexuality:Are you Straight, Bi, or Gay?:Straight..ish again (Other than and including sex...)How many boys have you had experiences with?:Two How many girls have you had experiences with?:Twelve? How many persons total?:2 + 12 = (I give up) Where was your best encounter?:In my room Where was your worst encounter?:In my room ( Read more... )

Knowing what I could have done, makes me sad ( Read more... )