I wish that I didn't need to have others' acknowledgement to realize I was alive.

Damnit people!

I don;t like the fact that I'm nervous still to ask simple things, I don't have a problem with dfoing anything, as long as I don't have to ask.

I'm also morr and more frustraited with school, I feel like a failure right now.

Soon, after this summer I plan to move upstate. There are certain things I'd like to do with this change. I can use this as a sort of 'restart' button. I know this doesn't paticularly happen per say, though there are some things I need to do before I go any where ( Read more... )

I haven't written anything in this journal for about 3 years now. Craziness ( Read more... )

OMG! if you love me you WILL watch this...

hahaha

So a few days I was eating carrots and they reminded me of a friend. Jason, who in the begining of the school year pissed me off and I yelled at, I started to cry becauseI realized I fucked up soo bad not saying sorry truely, and so I did. He forgave me. It made me happy, but also upset, because soposivly one of the reasons he continued down the ( Read more... )

so today I've worked some... looked at alot of exchange programs.. looks like I have to live here for another 2 years min. u.u ( Read more... )

I just finished Anego today, sad and happy and confusing but go show. I'd recomend it to those who dont mind dramas. It's not too crazy unrealistic... kinda ( Read more... )

sinking ( Read more... )

so eerything at the moment is amazing.. I made dinner and my mom and dad brought home a pizza >.<... the weather was beyond perfect. I went for a walk with my mommy and then we checked out th bever dam behind our house... it was fun...