today caleb and my alter egos went to the beach clean up day with heal the bay good old duck ryback and rhonda diaz. you wouldnt' believe the shit we picked up in good old venice; a diaper, condom, bottels, balloons, and countless ciggarete butts. moral of the story if you dont pick up your trash, rhonda, duck, aqua man, and captin planet, will ( Read more... )

i hate looking for a job

i sit outside of my favorite cafe ( Read more... )

not much has happened go to rocky then spend the rest of the week talking about the next rocky, i think i'm kinda done for a while though. i'm gonna clean my wife's room on saturday and then she's gonna pay for my rocky ticket. even though it sux, i'm kinda diggin on my life right now, i mean i think things will start turing around real soon ( Read more... )

i had a study day with k-ho today for the CHSPE cuz i failed, let's try not to fail again elizabeth. so life kinda suxs but my saturday is look'n pretty good, as of now i'm going on a "date" with this girl and then me her and k-ho are going to hit the rocky horror scene. i believe that i will go with the school girl look this week. i'm sad that my ( Read more... )

i just got back from graduation and am staying at k-ho's house tonight. my life has at this point kind of crashed upon me i mean i just realized what a fuck up i really am. i am never going to have a graduation, i'm never going to have my mom cry and buy me flowers, never gonna walk down an isle and have someone call my name, no friends will miss ( Read more... )

i just realized how pathethic it is that i'm 17 and still have absolutly no ambition, i want to do nothing. i mean i always thought about being a peircer or maybe a personnal trainer but i mean i never wanted to be anything, and here i am dropping out of highschool, and i have a total of two well maybe three friends and nothing i want to do with ( Read more... )

without you i am ( Read more... )

i just finished writting the longest fucking entry and the computer froze and it all went by by. so here's the long and short of it. i failed th math section of the CHSPE so now i have to take it again, which sucks ass. i hate school and hope that i pass it the second time so i can get out of this prison of youth i want summer to be here so i can ( Read more... )

well the wedding went fine it wasn't what i expected and no one was there, but it was nice only our friend monika and my mom were sitting down for the ceremony, and alex's friend dean stopped by before hand but left before the wedding. amber and sam stopped by really late, and then a group of us went swimming in the freezing cold. i can't wait to ( Read more... )