WHAT IS THIS THING I FEEL DEEP INSIDE FOR YOU ( Read more... )

well i shaved most of it that is, and everyone seems to hate it. then again when have i ever cared what people think of me. hey if calbster is out there we need to start planning my wedding... and i've been thinking our band should perform at the wedding. that would be fun.so what else to say i can't wait for tomarow, i get to go to karate and see ( Read more... )

Clouded is the mind ( Read more... )

i think that today i will make two entries, one of the most recent events in my life, and the second i believe will be a bit of poetry just to make you want to vomit.... well what to say? yesterday i accompanied by my dear friend calbster started a two man band. we started writing a song and if i do say so myself i think it's pretty damn good. it ( Read more... )

i have tried over the years to be as happy as possible considering the circumstances that i have been given.... i try to distract my mind with love and laughter to give the heart time to hide the unhappy and lonely past. with every new obsession comes three more years of distraction, i don't know why it is three, but three it is...first was wade, ( Read more... )

i really need a life i wish things were easy like if you wished for something then it would come true. see there's this girl that i really like but i don't know how to go about asking her out. The other problem is that she has a girlfriend, but that hasn't stopped her before. i also am madly in love with this guy that is 7 years my senior... we ( Read more... )