Ugh. I'm not sure I've ever been so depressed in my whole 23 years of life. I've been depressed before, and this just seems to be topping it all. Sometimes I think it's getting better, and other times, I'm all depressed and miserable. I find it I keep myself occupied, it helps take my mind off things, but it's impossible to just stay busy ( Read more... )

Lookin' at your picture from when we first met ( Read more... )

Bored to death as always, nothing unusual for a Monday night..well now early Tuesday morning. Work is crappy as always, they can't leave well enough alone. I do believe that Home Office sets in their ass thinking of things to do, and things to change. How the fuck do they know what will work if they don't get off their asses and do what we do? That ( Read more... )

I wonder if he's happy now ( Read more... )

Who Was The Last Person That......

1. you saw ?
Anita.

2. Rode in a car with?
My mom.

3. Went to the movies with?
Goth it's been so long. Most likely Andy.

4. You went to the mall with?
My mom.

6. You talked on the phone to?
Britney.

7. You kissed?
Andy.

8. Made you laugh?
Ryvonnia.

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?1. Pierce your nose or ( Read more... )

Date:Sep 27, 2006 12:58 AM Body:LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE

Name: Mikey.

Birthday: April 14, 1983.

Current Location: Frankfort, Ky.

Eye Color: Blue.

Hair Color: Blonde.

Righty or Lefty: Righty.

Zodiac Sign: Aries.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDEYour fears: Dying alone ( Read more... )

(Hell, I don't know what would drive me more crazy..turning the radio off..or leaving it on?)

Rascal Flatts: What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still ( Read more... )

Good morning! Even though I think I'm gonna take a nap before work. Just thought I write a short entry to let those of you I don't talk to often know that I'm alive. Last week was a long hard week, and this one probably won't be any better. I did go shopping though. Got me a trench jacket, green bondage pants, khaki bondage pants. Shopping makes me ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think anymore..I'm sure alot of people are criticizing me. Every damn song I hear on the radio makes me think of him. This is the most recent one.

Natalie: Goin' Crazy

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold ( Read more... )

(Sorry for the constant depressed sappyness, but I can relate to this song more than ever now.)

Evanescence: My Immortal (Piano-Vocal Version ( Read more... )