Sometimes I get this sickening feeling in my stomach... what happened to this world? What happened to our society? Instead of improving situations and evolving life, we are rapidly going back in time and becoming weaker as individuals instead of improving things. Last night as I was in sitting in the passenger seat of a friends car while driving ( Read more... )

Okay.. so I am a major pussy.. most of the time I try and act like this big fuckkin tough girl, (I mean come on!! I am fukkin tank girl for christ sake!!!!.. lol) but last night the movie "Titanic" came on, and I started crying like a little bitch...... OMG it was so pathetic... like what the hell? I started crying to that stupid song that whats ( Read more... )

Going to Atlantic City with Derek tonite to go and gamble........ yay! I hope we win money... I need to be rich biotches!!!! I haven't been to a casino in like FOREVER. Roulette, SLOTS, alcohol, here I fukking come!!! Wish us luck everyone! Maybe I will come home rich.. or something.

I feel content. At peace with myself..... for now. Everythign seems okay for now with him. Tonight he made me happy. He told my friend that we were dating and now I know that he really does like me.... that one day he may be serious with me. i am hoping. I really am. And now for your sick pleasure, here are a few pics of him and I from a few days ( Read more... )

*sigh*...... somehow I have the feeling that he doesn't feel the same way...... the feeling of emptiness is louder than silence for me...... I fucking heart him... :( I feel broken.


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I have a UTI. Ick. This sucks. It hurt so bad. Does anyone know how to get rid of one without having to go get medicine and see a doctor? If I let it go, will it just go away???? Anyway, I got a new tattoo......it isn't done yet, but it looks awesome so far... my favorite one yet..I LOVE IT!!!! I have to go back for another sitting and get the rest ( Read more... )

So I am back from going on the mini tour with Razed In Black. We went to Indiana, Ohio, and Leo and I got stuck in Chicago.... which is another story in itself. I overall had an awesome time excpet for my purse getting lost in the Chicago airport. When life throws me lemons, I guess all I can do is pick myself right back up again and get back on my ( Read more... )

Even though I have somewhat of a sore throat and feel icky, I'm really happy. Leo and I are flying back to Cleveland on the 28th and will be back on the 31st. We are going to see Razed In Black play and then the next day on the 30th, we are following them to Indianapolis. The best part is that they have NO IDEA that we are coming down so I cannot ( Read more... )

YOU ALL NEED TO COME OUT TO FUSION TONIGHT BECAUSE I'M BRINGING MY DAD!!!!! HEHE! THIS IS GONNA BE AWESOME!!!! COME SAY HELLO TO HIM EVERYONE!!!!!

As a child...You were ran away from home and made it to the end of your driveway


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