nonsensical rambling alert!!

[gottasparkle]

I think I have forgotten how to work without someone else in the room. I probably never learned. All I have done today is read and drink coffee. The paper that I have no idea how to write is due in two days and I have no intention of starting it tonight. I think this will be the first time I pull and all-nighter. Testing my limits, you know.

Comments

[miss_kreant]

<3

feelings? quick. grab your tits.

[second_april]

yeah. i uh.. spent a lot of time thinking about this, for pretty obvious reasons. a certain person about whom we need to have coffee gossip made me think, a bit, about the kind of interaction i value most, and what that says about my so-called maturity. a lot of people think that what you share with a significant other is a kind of diffuse, incredible happiness-- upon reflection, i realize that the people i'm closest with are ones i've shared incredible, bitter and enduring unhappiness with.
"you can't fake unhappy" is the central premise of that affinity, but i wonder if it's true.