okay lets see. i am sitting here on my floor with my laptop wearing a towel cause i just got out of the shower. i know i am kinda wierd but whatever. today i went to school and made it all the way through 3 periods without crying but yea after 3rd i was a mess. the funny thing is that i don't even know why i wanted to cry. i mean my day was really ( Read more... )

i want to fucking die...i think i will go driving into oncomming traffic now.

goodbye

well lets see...this morning i woke up at 5:45 and started to get ready for school but i felt like total crap. michael was sick and i think i got what he got or i am getting what he got. which is probably just a cold or something. but anyways i felt like cap but i was still planning on going to school because i thought mark was going and i take him ( Read more... )

[X] I miss somebody right now ( Read more... )

ok you guys it finally happened. i was in denial but i guess after today i can't lie to myself or hide it from myself any longer ( Read more... )

omg mark look!!!!!

today was....today was alright i guess. i woke up at like 6 and decided i was way to tired to go to school just yet so i told my mom that i would sleep in and then go to school later so i went back to sleep. then mark calls me on michael's phone from school and tells me that i have to get up now and go to school cause he is gonna skip to my lunch ( Read more... )

Your EQ is

9350 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick ( Read more... )

SCHOOL SUCKS! that is all i have to say for now.

despite that fact that i am kinda tired and should be sleeping cause it's back to school at the ass crack of dawn tomorrow morning i am up and i have the energy in me to update. so yea this is me updating ( Read more... )