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i'm soo soo stressed. my goodness. but things are SLOWLY falling back to order.. i'm praying that everything will continually progress to a resolution ( Read more... )

i miss him so so much. everything reminds me of him... his toothbrush in my bathroom, his shirts that i sleep in, his name on my speed dial. i miss cuddling with him. i miss having someone to sleep next to. i miss the sound of his car coming up my street. i miss him comforting me on nights like this when i can't stop crying. i miss his hand in mine ( Read more... )

I didn't cry in front of him when I left his house. I didn't cry in front of him because he wouldn't have been able to comfort me or hold me. So I put on a smile and said goodbye. The moment my car door shut I burst into tears. The drive home was the worst because it was just a big blur. I could barely see with all the water in my eyes and my ( Read more... )

so my other half just officially left me this morning and that's exactly what it feels like-- half of me is missing. i'm seriously so bummed right now. i haven't been able to stop crying since the moment i left him. my eyes are swollen and puffy and i absolutely hate it. how am i supposed to get through this when my best friend's not here to ( Read more... )

i'm reading through old myspace comments and come across this:

"michael h..

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Merry Christmas, guys! Thank you soo much for everything. This Christmas was more than any girl could ask for. I have the most amazing family and friends in the world.

i am so so screwed.

What do I want more than anything?

A boy.
A boy that won't break my heart.

I just want to be held, I want to be loved.
Any takers?

Sigh. Actually, boys are idiots. Girls are lame. Perfect match. Why is it that boys never ever learn from their mistakes? They don't know any better. When things go wrong for them, they make it worse. Girls are just as ( Read more... )

This has been such a fun week! I pretty much spent every minute with the best friend jeremiah. Yesterday, we went to go pick up my parents from LAX- they were coming back from Paris. Look what my mommy came home with for me! :)

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