i haven't studied at all and exams start friday. i wish i could throw up without giving up and before the hour passes. everyone thinks they are tough shit using huge vocabulary in their poems and short stories, the more obscure and the more we can't understand it, the better. i fucking hate that so much. i keep coming home miserable and don't start ( Read more... )

MY BEST FRIEND JESSICA IS COMING TO NEW YORK FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND LIFE IS COLORFUL AND SOFT.

i love eating healthy and knowing i am reducing cancer risks, etc. buttt pancakes killl me. people tell me i am thin but i heard somewhere that if you are 5'4 a healthy body weight is 105 somewhere and if i keep eating correctly i can safely say that my height and weight fit perfectly with eachother. maybe i will do vups and other misc exercises ( Read more... )

new journal http://www.livejournal.com/users/elgel please add that and delete this, kthanxbye.

i mean i looov..........

new journal http://www.livejournal.com/users/elgel

once you add that one you can delete this one. i appreciate it anddd i i ll

okay at first i was going to make this entry about my day and some sad things that happened and how i felt all together right now but since conan is tomorrow and i can officially drive it seems right to make the best of that stuff anyway.

tomas and i are not friends anymore because we never really were friends as far as what a friend is ie. someone ( Read more... )

tomas called me and told me he considers allie and katherine his favorite friends and that we wanted his strangers with candy dvd back and then proceeded to hang up the phone. all because i asked if i could invite a friend of mine out with us. biiiigg fucking deal. i hate that teenage drama bullshit.

anyway so christyl and i are going to go see ( Read more... )

so i finished my poem and i didn't feel like making it purposeful or deep or whateverrrr all these kids are doing these days. i wrote about a past dream and it is childish but i wish it would occur.

POLKA DOT HAT

polka
polka
polka dot hat,
flapping through the air
this way and that.
polka dot hat
please land on my head!
we’ll go to the opera
or eat rye ( Read more... )

i have a shitload of homework and i am too lazy to do it because a) i am very sleepy and b) tomorrow might be a snow day.

i have black and blues on both my knees, my elbow, my shin, and a few on my arms and i have no clue as to why this is. sure, they are fun to poke, but not fun to look at.

shoulder blades are so gross. i was feeling everyones ( Read more... )

so i notice i am never interested in anyone romantically and everyone sees me as a friend and i like that idea a lot i just hope it is healthy? what do they call it? when you like absolutely nobody? i just have no interest in relationships further than that of a friendship. someone told me that it was because i am naive and am afraid of growing up ( Read more... )