i see certain people in the hall and i have the feeling that they are thinking about me or wonder who i am and i hope this isn't sounding self centered but that is what i think. and it makes me glad.

the new green day is so aweesome. jeanmarie and i listen to it in the car on the way to school. also new newer alkaline trio is also amazingly good and ( Read more... )

i have a crush...

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hmm today i have to go to the library and make a magazine layout and an original product campaign with a jingle etc. soo that's a drag! but its okay.

last night kayla and i saw shaun of the dead, it was sooooooo funny! i think i want to see it again. it's not a night out without an awkward meeting with someone from my past and last night it was cara ( Read more... )

everything was fine until he came to mind and now nothing seems as it did fifteen minutes ago when i was writing happy things down on paper.

i am so afraid of forgetting things like petting him and counting and expecting the same amount of kisses in return. and bumping his head into doors to open them and i am so sad and it is getting farther away ( Read more... )

stayed home sick today. sniffles and misc. feeling much better. went to jm's gymnastics meet she was good. i like when song titles make sense. umm no more bad stuff because i thought i was on mars last night. i was hoping for a warm bagel this morning but there was only a coffee muffin. uhh outside of school has been really wierd lately, i get ( Read more... )

so far i have handed in two portfolio submissions for creative writing, both being poems. i have to read my short story to the class tomorrow which i feel reluctant towards but i guess it is okay.

everyone here is going on double dates and i don't really know what i am doing. i don't know. i am tired of being same old gel, old reliable.. never ( Read more... )

today is saturday it is rainy and the house smells damp and gross and like geegee is still alive.

i wish it wasn't so mom would take me to borders and buy me coffee and we could laugh about things.

i have two submissions due for creative writing for thursday and i think i should start them today, especially the short story which needs to be five ( Read more... )

sooo it is tuesday night and i am listening to across the sea and my work is done except for a poem anddd

today tim byrd was my partner and he was self conscious and hid his face behind his hands and hair and i asked him things. i hope we become friends and play board games like scrabble together at some point in time.

the men are here to redo the ( Read more... )

friday was fun with mon mere - dock - shoemakers house - borders - grass adventures - other misc.

saturday was in the city with gramps - little poland - parking meters

sunday was my favorite day in quite some time. city with jm and bonnie. cookies and sleep in central park along with music/old nick shows/board games game. then food then museum of ( Read more... )

these days are numbered. i love the routine of the weekdays. i love walking outside in the ninety degree weather. i love evenings in my room. right now i don't but mid november i will. i wish i thought highly of this coming school year but i really don't. rabbits were dead and hanging from the ceiling from nice people's homes . i run everyday now ( Read more... )