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Tired
The dream comes to a close, and the feel of reality grabs at my throat. Choking the dream until fitful alertness brings me into the light. Goddess how I hate the light. To sleep and stay asleep is at times an ideal place to be. No pain, lies, or self doubt. Just the dream. And now the dream is gone, and i am awake. I do not want to be awake ( Read more... ) -
I float on empty wings.
I sit quietly downstairs. The room is dark and the only sounds I can hear are the whirling of the hard drive on my laptop, and the occasional meow from one of the roomie's annoying cats. My daughter is sleeping soundly I think it best to just let her. I find myself staring at her while she sleeps at night, it helps keep the tears at bay, and the ( Read more... ) -
Inevitable.
A slow and painful death. Years of dying, never seeing that death is inescapable, yet still lying to oneself that one is still alive. Too stubborn to admit the inevitable. That nothing in this life is lasting. It all falls away like the dry leaves of fall awaiting the slow cold death of winter's embrace. Maybe the slow sleep of eternity is ( Read more... ) -
I am tired.
Just another day in my silly life. I dont know why i am still writing here. Maybe hoping that writing what is going on with me is gonna help me out. Then again it may not. But either way, whats the real harm ( Read more... ) -
How can I be such an idiot?
How can I be such an idiot...
I have been asking myself this question since last night. I tried tothink of why and or what was I thinking...But still it did not matter. I rarely make mistakes, especialy ones that hurt other people. But this time I took the cake, and the booby prize to boot. I went and did something terrible to two people I ( Read more... ) -
As the Stomach Churns.
Its kinda funny how one can piss off more people in the last two and a half weeks, unintentionally mind you. Than one has intentionally in the last fifteen years. Now how I have managed to pull this stunt off I have no F------ clue. I mean I have had too many people assume I mean one thing from something I have said. Now I mean come on. Its a ( Read more... ) -
Ehhhh?
So here I am again thinking to myself WTF?! No I am not in one of my moods just thinking about my future and what I have done with my life. I am getting to old for this S_ _ T! :P LOL anyways I am just wondering if anyone else feels the press of time and laggy nothing that ones life feels likes at times. Just a thought is all. But no real ( Read more... ) -
Fallen Angel
Iori feels Reavers energies flowing outwards in all directions. He feels the cold dread washing over him like a tidal wave of frozen pain and anguish. Looking around to see where it is all coming from he sees a large shape erupt from the valley forest. This huge shape appears like a lump of darkest night with tendrils like stingy hair lashing ( Read more... ) -
The doom of all.
Kyo falls ever further into himself as the pain screams within his mind. Suddenly release, and a hand of force pulls him upwards towards relief. "Kyo goddammit. Get up and remember who you really are, Kyo of the blazing sun clan. Venom is yours. I will hold off Reaver for as long as I can. You have to find your inner strength, or you will ( Read more... ) -
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Michael
So you need Healing (43%), Knowledge (40%), Inspiration (40%), and Strength (62%)?
Archangel Michael is the Angel of Miracles who strengthens the spirit during difficult times or dangerous situations. He inspires patience, truth, righteousness, strength, faith, and motivation. His fundamental mission is to rid us of the toxins ( Read more... )