Well, sorry to gross everyone out, but I must update on my sickness... which if you just know me from on here, you had no idea about. Yes, so... my scabies came back. Fun times. Not only that though, Tuesday I got some weird stomach sickness. It's not so bad now, but I was throwing up all night Tuesday. Then I went to school Wednesday to take my ( Read more... )

Ah, the one who never really does anything of any magnitude to talk about.... the one who sits back and listens to everyone else and about what someone else has done. The one who, although full of insight and feeling, never lets it out. Never lets the light shine on it. The light shines, the darkness lifts, and all of a sudden people see what she ( Read more... )

You know... I'm pretty lenient. I'm actually pretty patient. I'm loving to my friends, although sometimes a little mean... but loving nonetheless... and I tolarate a bunch of stuff... which I shouldn't but I do. But I have read these live journals, I have heard people talk, at church and at school... I've seen people fall because of something in ( Read more... )

You know, it's nice to find someone who truly understands what I feel. Becuase, he feels it too. And the advice he gave me is the same thing that I was planning to do in the beginning, but I think I may take a different side alley than what I planned on. He said my plan is awesome, but maybe I might want to change a few things, and he helped me ( Read more... )

I may be leaving for a while, may not... it all really depends on a huge factor in my life. But anyway, just wanted to let you all know.. the whole 1 and a half people who read this...

LINZ

So, my Christmas was pretty good. Christmas Eve was kinda bad, but only because I was in the worst mood imaginable. I was so hateful. I had to go take a nap before I went out to eat with my family because I was afraid I'd bite their heads off. Anyway... today was good though. I went to church, my whole family went, and we actually sat together. It ( Read more... )

I wonder if God gets mad at me for missing my mom. I've never asked Him. I guess I'm just too afraid of what the answer may be. If He says yes... then I don't know how I would react ( Read more... )

The Reign of Dexter is over. Forever and for good. There will be no going back and no looking back. I have been wanting to end it for a long time, but I stayed, because I was attracted to him. I never loved him... I did like him. I thought he was cute... but what I had with him was total sexual attraction. It was just lust, nothing more. I know ( Read more... )

God... I'm doing it again... I'm being a bitch... help me God

Help... for the love of God, please help me. I dont' know what to do. I'm so lost and confused right now. I want to take this ring and chuck it into the river. I hate living this stupid fucking lie. I hate it... he told me to do it. I hate him. But I still feel like I need him... or maybe it's because I feel like he needs me and that makes me feel ( Read more... )