I got on my myspace account today just to see if all the things I wrote are still on there. No, the entire site has been changed, which is a good thing. Then I thought, I wonder if I still have stuff on my livejournal. So, after a few unsuccessful attempts to log in, I have resurrected this old thing. I read the last few journal entries and tears ( Read more... )

I wrote this song, and it was directed towards a specific person. I'm not sure if they have even heard it, or if they have... if they know how truly personal it was. But here it is ( Read more... )

You know, you can pretend to be anything you want. You may even truly fool some people into thinking that's really you. They'll love you, they'll follow you around... but in the long run, you will crush them. You will also make yourself miserable because you are living a lie, pretending to be something you're not. Wouldn't it be better to just be ( Read more... )

1 If I speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy but don't love, I'm nothing but the creaking of a rusty gate. 2 If I speak God's Word with power, revealing all his mysteries and making everything plain as day, and if I have faith that says to a mountain, "Jump," and it jumps, but I don't love, I'm nothing ( Read more... )

So there I was, alone in my bed last night. Of course... I'm always alone in my bed. Not saying that's a bad thing, but I'm trying to set the scene. I cried for 3 hours... it was horrible. I think I have no more snot left in my nose (thought I'd share that). I talked to God... and I have been miserable for a while now... and He keeps leading me to ( Read more... )

Guys, I'm so excited about what God is doing in my life. It's like one blessing after another. Yeah, I've had some things crappy happen... like my pets dying and stuff, and guys... but... the good things totally out number the bad. I mean, scholarships are just falling in my lap... the President wrote me a letter and wants to meet me. I'm getting ( Read more... )

So, what is this thing all over my body? They thought it was scabies... but the treatment didn't work, and apparently that's odd. I actually used it how I was supposed to, you know.. follow the directions. But it still didn't work. I went back today. They took three vials of blood to try and figure out what it was. They are sending it to Nashville ( Read more... )

This is a letter from the most wonderful woman to the most wonderful man on earth ( Read more... )

First off, I want to apologize to the church and to my spiritual leaders. My attitude and my lack of self control have the possibility of making the church look bad. That was not my intention, and although you cannot take back words... at least I can delete them online. So.. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

A song a wrote... called INVISIBLE ( Read more... )