From here on out, my journal has now become a friends only Journal, so for all those who like reading even though i dont know you, you are all of a Sudden S.O.L. Sorry
btw Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith totally kicks ass, i gotta see it again and i will.

You know i realize that there is one thing, that is missing. I have friendship, love, friends, no girl friend but thats beside the point. What i am missing, is time. Thats what i need the most is time. The timer continues to tick down, soon i will be sliding out of here. Time is what i need.

Have you ever felt that you had to the right thing, but when you did that right thing, you felt really bad afterwards. For that happened to me tonight, i did the right thing, but in the end, i felt really bad afterwards. I dont know if doing what i felt was right was really a good thing in the end.

" Sitting there, i sat waiting, the engines quiet. Reaching down i flipped the switch causing the ignitors to send an electrical spark to the 2 Turbin Radzon engines, capable of over 512 horses. The turbins started to revolve, slowly at first, then faster and faster until the engines turn over and fire up. I sit there, checking the systems and ( Read more... )

"The engine came to life, idling perfect. Pressing slightly on the gas, i saw the rpms go up then sink back down to the idling speed. I positioned my feet, one over the gas, and one over the clutch. One hand on the wheel, the other on the shifter, waiting. I was waiting for the right time, and then it came. I floored it, shifting through 1st, to ( Read more... )

Well how can i describe it, a friend well known to the DeLorean community, John Z. DeLorean, has passed today, this morning. He was 80 when the time came. Unbelievable that, but he was in bad health as so i read over the DML, and well the man with the dream who inspired myself and probably all those who have a DeLorean. Thank you Mr. DeLorean, for ( Read more... )

I admit, that i am ready for the time that requires me for what i must be ready to do. Let what i must accomplish come and show itself to me. In short, its time. Its my choice to do what i want and i choose to do what i want. So i am ready to accept, though i already have accepted but now i am truely ready to accept this. To do what i got to do ( Read more... )

As I sit here, deep in thought, thinking.... The future, no longer matters to me any more. I have to realize that i can look into the future and see what can happen to my life if i screw up, but its more that i need to focus on the present. My emotions are starting to blind me on how i feel, **slams a fist to the floor ( Read more... )

Look at life ans say to yourself " Is this the life you want to live as a kid? " Do you want society to literally just jump on you every move and not worry about it when really the pressure builds till reaching the point of detination. Is that really what you want? I know its not what i want, i want life to be smooth so when i leave i can reflect ( Read more... )

Here it is, before i leave this state and set course to my next location, my destiny. In Auto we are buliding Compressed Air cars. Even though its a about 8 or 10 inches or 1 foot long, it will be one of my greatest works before i leave. I will design out the car, including details of all my friends, it will be my final project. My final good bye ( Read more... )