im over it.

valentines day...
something made up by hallmark and the chocolate factories so they can sell more of their infamous products.

just another day of the year for the people who are all alone to feel even worse about themselves because they have no one to share this so-called day of love with.

if he doesnt bring you a valentine, he doesnt care.
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i have been looking at old pictures and remembering the good times. and while i still care about him, i have realized i dont love him anymore. i have also remembered the bad times, the times when he made me feel like dirt. and the times he made cry. he was the first boy that told me i was beautiful and the first boy that loved me, and the first boy ( Read more... )

yay!!! i am 16 today.

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i broke down and cried again today. charlie and some pills were there console me. i watched him take off the bracelet. it's like watching him tear open my body, rip out m heart and stomp on it until it dies. it hurt me so bad. i felt like dying right then, right there, so i wouldnt have to feel so bad anymore. it's hurts me to see him just stand ( Read more... )

so, my life is going down hill once again. i find someone i think is perfect and he tells me he loves me, and i believe him. i think i am just better of by myself. getting attached is stupid. i always wind up hurt. i want this to be the last time. i know it wont, but i am allowed to want.

I remember the promises or should i say lies ...

I ( Read more... )

1. Ever dated someone younger than you?

A. ew, hell no!

2. having.

3. Ever been drunk?

A. every day

4. Do you smoke?

A. of course darling.

5. Been in love?

A. i am in love. and once before i thought i was in love, but i came to the conclusion that sex is not love.

6. Loved someone whom you knew you couldn't have?

A. yes, same man (little boy ( Read more... )

i went dancing in the rain...