He lightly brushes my cheek,
I see a tear fall from his deep blue eyes,
I feel it land on my lip,
I could taste his pain,
As I lie there thinking if it would be the last time I would see him,
I start to feel anger because the answer was so clear,
Feeling more pain trying to ignore it,
I pull him towards me
Without thinking and kiss him,
Knowing it would be ( Read more... )

oh, it was on.

yay!! my parents are leaving!!

deven is making me sad. i wanted to cry all day. but i didn't i won't let him see me cry, then he'll know something is wrong; he'll ask too many questions, questions i don't want to have to answer...

i wrote this a while back in one of my other live journal, don't read too much into it...only part of it is true now. i just don't want anyone thinking in a way they shouldn't, or mis-interpereting (sp?) anything that is quite easy to understand. just read, there is no need to think.

i love him with all my heart, but i am so sick of waiting for him ( Read more... )

i miss you.

they know.

...and i was doing so well, but like they say, all good things must come to an end.

The rain was falling fast,
The wind was blowing hard,
That night she took the knife,
And made her one last scar,

She woke up that morning,
And just couldn't shake the pain,
She was sick and she was tired,
And she was always so ashamed,

Looking in the mirror,
Only invited hurtful tears,
So she went into the bathroom,
And got the cutting sheers,

She went to ( Read more... )

meh.