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[grace___85]

i haven't updated in awhile.

jesse is moving back on wednesday. wednesday.  i am still just... shocked.  its going to earth-quakingly terrifying to see him again.  and infinitely weird.  i know we aren't getting back together.  i have already decided for myself that even if he was up for that, i'd be a no-go.  though i would want to.  i mean, its

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[sapphire__skies]

i miss you a lot.
i know that's kinda silly,
but i was just thinking the other day how we always used to email each other, + i came across one of the cards you sent me, "i can't imagine when i won't have a million things to tell you." haha. gosh we've been friends forever.

anyways, jesse. wow.
i can't believe this.
but i must say i am so proud of you, like i could cry.
just having your mind made up like that is awesome.
maybe you'll see him + just be able to get the closure you need.

as for brandon, i'm glad things are going well. he seems like an awesome guy. i hope he's still paying when you go out to eat! haha. that really is a step, though. aw. being scared about the situation is normal, just don't let the fear stop you from missing out on something amazing.

i love honda civics.
+ ford focuses. my mom has one, i love love love driving it. good luck! it's about time you get a new car! :)

[grace___85]

i still have all those cute hallmark cards you sent me. i love them to death.

and you're right, maybe i will see jesse and get the closure i need. but then again maybe i will see jesse and crumble to a thousand pieces. i will keep you updated.

and yes he is a well-behaved boy, who pays for me now. the boys longest relationship in his life was only 2 months though. but she broke up with him. i dunno. i will keep you updated on that, too.

yay for new cars.

blahness for me missing andrea mychelle. i like your last name, don't detest it so much. at least you are not a son of a fish, like me. ick ick.

[coriannl]

ooh please don't get a ford focus, i hate those bug cars and i think they are so ugly. at least get a new corolla, they look more stylish or even a civic! but i guess it matters the quality of the car and how good it is in the winter, but i just hate focuses.

laterrrr

[grace___85]

no actually, go to www.ford.com and they redesigned the focus. it looks... normal now. i swear. or i'd like your thoughts on that. go look. click on the "Get to Know This Car" link or something once you go to the Focus homepage.

[sunshowers08]

helllllllo jenny!!! it's good to hear from you again.

i know it's probably gonna be hard seeing jesse again..but you can do it and be strong. and let's say, when you see him all those feelings between the two of you do come back, and let's say you get back together.....at least this time if you were going to get back together...you'd go in with the experience of everything that's happened in the past.

buuuut, you seem happy with brandon...it's easy to get carried away in the beginning stages...don't think of it like your gonna get hurt, relationships are about risks and learning from it. i mean i think even when things go wrong....there's always a lot of positives involved as well.

as for cars breaking down. oh girl i know. i feel like i've spent a fortune on mine. as soon as i have an opportunity, i'm going to buy a new car and trade in my piece of crap car. lol

<3333

[grace___85]

cars are gayyyy (er, well when they dont work right anyhow! but a new car? super sexy.) what are your opinion on the ford focus?

anywho, i hope everything is well with you as well.

[sunshowers08]

lol i know eh? well they're only cute if they're mercedes. i have a mercedes fetish.....i love those cars.

as for ford focuses, i'm not a big fan of them. i hear they run well but i guess, i just don't like the look. my mom does...we never agree on the same thing though.