Ok, I'm not sure too many of you could relate to me on this. My mouth is just... wide open. It's awesome, it's sweet! It's... weird... and interesting. It just had never crossed my mind. Sufjan.. gay? His voice is so sweet... his lyrics are so beautiful. But use to be gay? His brother.. gay? Maybe that is what the deal is all about with his odd ( Read more... )

Someone ought to end this.

It's miserable.

It's unfair.

It's his fault. He's trying to take me away from what was given to me and what I've accepted. My happiness is not what he wants to see. He wants to see me tortured, broken, unhappy, and sent away from love. Who's failing at this game? Him or me? Hopefully him.

It's not love if you're scared ( Read more... )

How to put this into words you can understand, yet not know what I'm talking about ( Read more... )

Where to start, and then where to stop ( Read more... )

I'm broken, I've been weakened. It's time ti give it up. I need to give it up.

I think it's over. I can't handle it. It's not cool to be uneven.

I'm a a loss..

..is this what I'm suppose to have?

Ok you people who think I said your life is pointless that's not what I said. Get it out of your head that I'm here to tell you that I'm better than you. I basically said that from an evolutionary point of view your accidental life is pointless. Ask an evolutionist what they think the point of life is. Ok, so stop.

It's funny how you wait all evening to talk to someone and you get a whole 3 minutes of their time. How special you feel. Especially when ... oh nvm ( Read more... )

I just want to be special enough to someone for them to exhaust all possible means of ways they could see me ( Read more... )

8 months is a long wait.. but from what I can tell it was worth it. And now I'm the happiest I've been .. probably ever ( Read more... )

I miss my bruvers. =(