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no matter who rides shotgun or who rides bitch miss paula is always driving.

nothing is different, its a yearandahalf ago all over again plus and minus a few minor details. i guess i dont know how i can feel so the same and so indifferent to all of the situations that im complicating my life with. but i guess that no matter how hard i try not to its just what i always do and that me writing this is just proof that im ( Read more... )

um so yesterday i was at leahs house on her computer just like you know finding a recipe to bake cookies and i turned around and there she was smelling my shoes. and i guess really just everything is okay, right?

I guess that I'm pretty happy lately. Sometimes I don't feel too happy but usually only when I'm trying to sleep, and usually only on the rare nights that I'm alone, so maybe it has something to do with that. I feel okay with the love not being that way not really not yet not now but really it actually is. I also feel okay with being the missing ( Read more... )

I am not a fan of the new design on the Fresca can.

If you have any stereos that you don't want you should give them to me, pleaseeeeee.

Just in case you were wondering what it's all about (notice the ninth one)

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Well I got back from Maine on Saturday. Maine was really nice it gave me more time to think and more time to decide what the appropriate measures are and lots of time to learn new card games. I caught 24 fish when we went fishing but I threw them all back, even the ones that were big enough. John and I got beat pretty badly by my parents in beer ( Read more... )

Last night I wrote a letter in which I asked John if he would please be my mom, he agreed under the condition that I will be his mom too. I'm just afraid that when I wake up in the middle of the night after just having the worst nightmare I won't have anyone to tell me about all of the most beautiful and best things that will make it okay for me to ( Read more... )