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[gracefulnite]

Seriously never going to Facebook again. EVERYBODY has babies! My internal argument is do I really want to leave a job where I get paid to go to a luncheon? Then I think...I will be pregnant for almost a year...why am I worrying about this now? Especially since I'm not even pregnant!

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[meowgurlgv]

Oh sweetie I SO know what you are talking about.......

[gracefulnite]

I can barely stand it anymore! It's always in the back of my head...baby, baby, baby...then when I see one I feel like screaming! It will be the longest 9 months ever. I decidedly do not want to be pregnant, I just want the baby. But I also want to have a baby that Jason and I created...so pregnancy required. *sigh* Do you guys know when you will start trying?

[meowgurlgv]

Oh hon I know how that feels. In fact I'm the same way but mostly because of my physical issues god knows what my body is going to do once I am pregnant......
There are a few little obstacles in the way before we start trying. I want to lose more weight in hopes my joints will comply.. and John is working on getting himself in a good stable place via his mother and sister via therapy/ stuff like that. But after all that (ha?) so probably in six months I am thinking. It has to be soon because I can't wait too much longer or be too much older *sigh* What are you thinking? Sounds like you are ready to just do it.

Babies...

[gracefulnite]

We have to get somethings in order also. With Jason's job being so crazy and mine being so far away (1hr one way) we think I should stay home for a bit. Since we moved to Buffalo I don't really have any family close and can't imagine leaving the little bundle in a strangers arms after just 6 weeks! So we are trying to put some money away before we start trying so we will have a little nest egg and losing my income won't be so daunting. I've also put on some weight since the move, so I would like to get back to at least close to my previous weight. The hormones are ridiculous though! They mess with all reason! I find myself almost crying when I see a little baby my heart aches so bad for one...it's scary at times!

[enchantedmagic]

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