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mechanical foulness seeps through the steel
traps and trip me up always and
every time.
peaks and valleys are blips on a rotting wooden screen,
calendar days float in the breeze and count down to nothing.
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writing again
disasters fall apart into dust and don’t drag me under ( Read more... ) -
mph
ER visits are not fun
panic attacks caused by ER visits are even less fun -
teens
the 17 yr old girl-child goes out, over to some guy's house, who I have not met, but I know where he lives so it's all good ( Read more... ) -
meds
I -think- the new meds are working, I feel calmer, at least today. The restlessness has been extreme, and I'm doing a lot of starting and stopping projects. I went out tonight without panicking so... progress? 2 weeks (ish) before I see the doc again and I really really want to be stable by then. In-patient does not sound like a fun X-mas. -
bwahaa
ohh the things you find when you clean out your computer files.
I <3 TamTam
Omi was in love with Ken. He cooked dinner and put it in a picnic basket. Then he wrote Ken a note and met him in the park. When Ken arrived, the blanket was spread out under the stars and there were candles. Omi fell to his knees, crying out, "I love you Ken-kun! You ( Read more... ) -
belong
sinking into the couch looking for a light
a match for this cigarette, a candle for the full moon
incense to hide the fact that i'm withering into dust
the truth is circles are screaming for blood and rain
and i am out of both
slip this skin off me while i'm waiting for the rain gods
chant the words, beat the drums, dance the fire circle
hide the ( Read more... ) -
random funny
gracelessone: I hit "redial" to call the school and excuse Jessa today ( Read more... ) -
icons
due to massive amounts of laptop failures -- I am on a backup machine *luffs on Roarke so damned much* I can't make any new icons or get to the ones I've made, so I am stealing YOURS.
if I take one that you don't want me to use, poke me and I'll give it up ;)