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quick update of today: SATIIs in chem and world (which led to me seeing/talking to a boatload of people; it was eerie and yet calming seeing familiar faces), media arts collage which redefines the word MASSIVE , schindler questions, lots of practice regents...the school year is winding down. hmm vactation to hawii should be fun. blah surgery is ( Read more... )

it seems everyday that i lose touch with the world a little bit and i zone out in classes a lot more.  all we do in school is watch movies and do regents review, it really not that hard. yet i can't eat or sleep and i have this constant feeling of queasiness. i am insanely depressed. i've been treating people terribly and i don't realise till much ( Read more... )

happy birthday to ellen (and marina!)! sushi partay which ended up more like a spicegirls party. we partied like it's the 90s ( Read more... )

omg omg omg IT'S VACATION and to all you folks off in faraway exotic places, WHERE ARE YOU? AND WHY ON EARTH DID YOU LEAVE WITHOUT ME?!!? *cough cough* queen vicky and her accomplice allie? are you stuck in an aero-roundabout? *cough cough*

really, it's not much of a vacation for me. it can't be. it's buttrefly week!

also, i have 14 AP homeworks ( Read more... )

yeah so i am a bit annoyed. actually i lie; i am very annoyed.  i almost feel betrayed. i am not blind(e) nor stupid. don't be a poseur! i see through you. i heard you talking. do i all of a sudden not exist? are you scared to let me face the truth? covering up for yourself only makes you look worse so whatever you do, have some confidence, say ( Read more... )

it's a pity i suck at life. parents are such peculier creatures. one minute you are laughing and having a geniune bonding moment and the next moment it turns againest you. i can't deal with people right now. we are horrid beings. seriously. the stuff we do is apalling. i do bad stuff too but i think it't time for reforms. and it all starts with ( Read more... )

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You Are A Maple Tree


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today's assignment: define chaos!

this is my attempt at organising my thoughts:

• print 5 prints for photography (which is A LOT harder than it seems, its so complicated). one of the prints has to be a double exposure which she didn't really teach us how to do. it will be an experience.
• skills usa regionals/sell TEN boxes of candy/prepare a resume ( Read more... )