i'm so excited for my birthday party!

one week until j.t. comes home!

I get migraines. That can't be good. Every couple months, I'm like, "Shit. I can only see partially out of my left eye, and it feels like I'm getting repeatedly stabbed in the right temple. That's no good. I should probably stop everything I'm doing and act like I'm dead." Yeah....

Guess what? 11 days!!!!!

but it's better than drinking alone.
(i LOVE this song!)

two weeks!

btw, blades of glory is fucking HILARIOUS. I was seriously laughing my ass off the whole time.

and my hair is pretty curled. too bad it takes 1.5 hours.

Well, I sure am anyway. But it won't go away ( Read more... )

being home alone. I get to eat whatever, whenever I want, watch TV when I want, play video games when I want, and walk around the house naked all the time! The downside of this is that I really wish I had a car. I need to get groceries, but don't feel like walking in the rain to get them. ugh...

Every time I hear this song, shivers run all over the small of my back and my arms and my mind is flooded with memories. It's a strange way we remember things, don't you think? For instance the strongest thing is sometimes taste or smell. Right now it's the exact feelings I had, inside and out. mmmm, nostalgia. It's strong enough to provoke tears; ( Read more... )

Man, I realized today studying a picture of Jessica Alba how shallow and skewed our society's view on beauty is. I see these pictures of gorgeous supermodels and actresses and am generally disgusted; their skin is too airbrushed, their curves too perfect, their hair too blonde. Nobody's skin is that smooth. Nobody can be that skinny and still be on ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm waiting for something. I don't know what. I want to break out and run freely and wildly. Like a bird in a cage just waiting to get out. Freedom? I guess that's what I want. Not necessarily the absence of responsibility, but the decision to pick what those responsibilities are. I want to live ( Read more... )

My Personality

Neuroticism

73
Extraversion

14
Openness To Experience

64
Agreeableness

9
Conscientiousness

27
You are introverted, reserved, and quiet with a preference for solitude and solitary activities. Your socializing tends to be restricted to a few close friends. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of ( Read more... )

So I recently receieved some transcriptions of old letters between two of my apparent ancestors. They're from the Civil War. The man was a soldier and I have letters he wrote to his wife. Their really intriguing, although I've opnly had time to skim over them. It's amazing the comitment this man had to his wife, or at least that is how it seems in ( Read more... )