I miss him a lot. 40 more days until he comes home. Longest we've been away from each other yet, so you know.

It doesn't get easier.

OK first of all, i am sooo glad this term is over! I'm scared I didn't get as good of grades as I wanted, but at the same time, a huge weight has been lifted from my chest. No homework! And if I did poorly, well it's all over anyway ( Read more... )

They approved J.T.'s leave fo April! He even bought his ticket up ( Read more... )

Coolest thing ever: college students (which my mom is one of) can get free downloads off of ruckus. It's not the best downloading site ever. They don' have like a third of what I awnt, but still free AND legal!. So I spent all night downloading. YES!

It's weird how intense my dreams are and how much they affect me.

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I'm afraid I'm turning into a bitter bitch.

I just rerealized the stupidity of hallmark holidays.

uhh, so my term paper is due next week. I'm maybe a third of the way done...

1. J.T.'s going to Iraq next year for 6 months. The way things go, he'll probably tell me it's actually 10 months, or he's going to be in combat or some shit like that. Because if I have something to hold on to, like the thought that he PROBABLY won't be sent there, or, hey, at least he'll be safe, it gets taken away. No matter how many times that ( Read more... )

i'm quitting school ( Read more... )

I skipped fifth period today. the second time ever in my whole high school career I've skipped anything. I don't know why, I just didn't feel like PE. I mean I didn't even have anything fun to do. just went to the band room and watched standup with all the early release kids. Ugh, now I have to hover around the phone until Aloha calls. I'm giving ( Read more... )