Now..I know I have thought this many times but can't remember if I had written it in LJ...I wonder if people ever stop to realize everything around them. For instance: You look at the night sky...What do you see? Do you see the moon?..Or a couple stars..Or the black trees being silhouetted by the moon? Most people see only one thing at a time ( Read more... )

Wow. It has been such a long time since I put my thoughts and feelings in here. It's just that I have been stressing on how my life should go for a while at a steady pace until the next change. I'm still very much in love with Matthew. He is visiting Arizona for two weeks. He will be back on the 29th. I don't feel whole when he is not with me ( Read more... )

This morning seems light the night.

Everything is grey and colorless.

Cold and damp from the mist and fog that slowly rolls away.

The sun looks just like the moon at night.

Branches from the trees reach out, worshiping the sky.

Some naked and some still with their leaves.

...

*sighs* :(

Matthew is finally here with me and all is going better than I had expected. He is so very sweet and lovable. I love him so much more every day. He makes my life the way it's suppose to be. *sighs and smiles*

I'm at school right now and my class is getting so much tougher. *sighs* I hope I pass this class. SO many projects and tests before the end of this month. I'm getting a headache just thinking about it all.

I'm in my own apartment. It is so nice. It's just missing someone... My very own Matthew. I know he will like it. I am nervous for him ever time I think about him meeting my parents. I know my parents will behave, but I don't want Matthew to feel uncomfortable. I guess whatever happens, happens.
I am so excited that he's coming to be with me

The Keys to Your Heart
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I have so many things going on at once and I am so scared of screwing up big time. I am especially nervous about being on my own. It's been so long since I've done this. I know things will go fine after a couple of weeks and get things all figured out and in routine. I hope I don't forget to do something. I know once Matthew is settled in here ( Read more... )

I'm high on love

Though, down on fear of loosing it

I'm happy cause I have it

Though, sad cause it's not with me

I can see it in my future

Though blind about the results

I of love the best I can

Though, my words seem mute

I love him so much

But I hate that he is not here.

~Gracie

"Try to live every day like it's your Birthday...It could be your last day...Make it worth while."

"Treat your friends and loved ones as if you are never gunna see them again...treasure those good moments."