The last time I updated my journal was 109 weeks ago.

Holy.Cow.

I'm baaaaaack.

I'm back in Texarkana again to spend Easter with my family. It feels like I was just here ( Read more... )

This week is creeping by. I'm so ready for tomorrow to be over and have a three-day weekend ( Read more... )

Man, I didn't even realize how much I missed the LJ. Maybe this could be a reunion?

Have to go back to my big-girl life this afternoon. This escape is so sweet. But I'll get to see my love tonight.

Thanks Katie for being so supportive. My big decision is something I need to tell you about -- so we need to chat for sure!!!

Adios.

What is a little bit ironic about this livejournal is that I don't have the heart to get rid of it, but I don't write in it as often as I should. But I come back to it when I really have something to say and sometimes writing it out is the only way to release a little bit of steam. I come back to the LJ because I know hardly anyone reads it ( Read more... )

One small step...

Sometimes that's all it takes.

Probably shouldn't get my hopes too up.

Life is starting to make a little more sense.

.jillian.

I used to think I had a lot of things figured out. And lately all I can think about is how out of whack my life is. I can't seem to get a hold on anything.

Life is strange.

I'm starting to feel again. I feel like I'm getting back to myself... starting to ( Read more... )

I guess I was only kidding myself - thinking that things would come around. how long has it been now? tonight it really hit me hard that things are changing and people are stepping out of my life. i try to do the best i can for everyone around me. i spend more time catering to other people's needs than my own. i'm criticized for caring too ( Read more... )

Well,it's pretty clear that this thing doesn't get much attention anymore so it doesn't bother me to share how I feel ( Read more... )